Did I wake up on the wrong side of my bed?? >.<

or I'm just not that lucky today?? I feel like crying right now! I'm not a drama queen, but I swear, I'm both physically and mentally burned-out!

1st of all, I didn't enjoy my weekend because I have to do my thesis (drawings and such). But I was staring at my paper and pencil for 2 whole days.. those 2 days aren't productive at all! I don't know why, but I'm usually not like that! >.<

2nd, since morning until the time when I left home to school, I didn't have my internet connection! curse my internet provider. My mom called PLDT , and they just said that our line's okay and there's no problem with it, and told us that "please don't shut down your computer and the modem.." The hell?! okay?! How can it be okay if I can't use it???!!

3rd, I always take jeep (a public transportation system) when I go to school. I never never had an experience of walking from our house to UST. damn! I don't know how many kilometers, but it took me 30 minutes of brisk walking or else I would be late for my 6pm class.

4th, when me and my friend arrived at our classroom exactly 6pm, we found out that no one's there. She texted a couple of our classmates. and the reply was, "walang class, kakasabi lang kanikanina" (NO CLASS, IT WAS ANNOUNCED A WHILE AGO) great?! how come no one texted and told us. Oh well, I think that's life.

5th, since me and my friend were already at UST. I asked her if she could come with me and buy a cake for my dad! **happy birthday daddy** she agreed. Within the vicinity of UST, there's 2 Goldilocks (a bakeshop). So we chose to go to the Goldilocks inside UST. And unfortunately, the bakeshop's already gone. Great!!!!! >.< Good thing the Goldilocks outside UST's open.

So, I arrived home at 7pm. Tired. Pissed off. Told my dad and my nanny that there's no class. and of course, I ranted. Asked my dad about the internet, he told me that we have already the internet connection. Well, that's good right??! And I opened my fb account and look at the notification of our class group. And guess what?! the no class announcement was announced by 3pm. IT WAS ANNOUNCED BY 3 FREAKING PM. no classes, why?? the professor wasn't around. No one texted me. I went to school around 5pm. I didn't text my friend if there's class today because it's a common knowledge that "no text, it means we have classes".

Now, who to blame?? my classmates?? NO! I THINK PLDT's the one to blame. and I just can't blame myself.

**sigh** Now, I can say I'm okay because I ranted here. Gomen ne~!

I'm still alive and kicking!! I miss writing in here!! :P

well, rl and thesis keeps me away from posting but I do have time checking updates here! **everyday** and of course, my days won't be complete without them! XD really! I always find time to FLAIL!XD

sooooo.. I think its been a month or two since my last post. well, as of now, I'm just taking a break from writing my thesis book! because I think my head will definitely explode if I won't take a break for 30 mins. **scratch that** I think of an hour! hahah:))

I definitely need to finish this book by this week.. submission would be like on August9:| Let's hope that my DEFINITELY CRAZY ADVISER will endorse my work. okay enough of that! >.<

what did I miss?? hmm, I DEFINITELY WANT TO WATCH A CONCERT OF ARASHI!!!!!!!!!!!! gosh!! I really really want to go!! unfortunately, I can't! so, I'll just buy the dvd when it comes out! T_T and I can't wait for the documentary (walt disney) by oh-chan. I would definitely pray that someone with a good heart would sub it!

Have you heard the album of yamapi?? well, for me.. I think I like the SGSB much better than ERO... hehehe:) But I definitely flailed and died when I saw the ERO 2012 VERSION PV!! seeing yamapi half naked, what more can you asked for!! IT'S AN ALL IN ONE PACKAGE DEAL! have you read the letter of pi to himself?? It makes me sad and I really wanted to cry :| I'll definitely be one of those who will continue to support him :D

In the end, I found myself making this! (out of boredom last friday, before I went to my PLN class)

images all came from sora_kumo

and of course, I'm totally getting excited about KAT-TUN's new single with Koki's solo and solo pv!! kya~!! I just can't wait for the other members solos too ^___^ I really hope it's a great one:)

hi guys! could you help me? could you answer a survey? it won't take much of your time..

onegai!! onegai!!


**thesis is definitely taking up my life**:|

It's for my thesis:) it's a museum for modern asian music!

here's the link >> click HERE


look, oh-chan is also cheering you to answer the survey:) please answer it!! i really need it:)

and could you help me by spreading it too?? ^_^ thanks in advance!

ohh.. and i can't wait for the release of wild at heart ( flail more )

it's been weeks since my last post! hahaha

SCREW RL! assignments, plates and other college stuffs are all currently occupying my whole life O.O

didn't have electricity for about a week and 2 days because of our neighbor's faulty stupid wiring! thanks to them i have to suffer from darkness and absolutely no fangirl stuff T____T

good thing a close friend of mine keeps telling me infos and such about my ichiban group! without her, maybe i've already died because of boredom! if you're reading this checkie! hell! it's really YOU i'm talking about!

thanks to hansuke2212, who always keep me updated to JE! ^__^ **HUGS**

didn't get a chance to post again for our new community je_syndrome after we launched the community while the faulty wiring of our neighbor started to get burn..

have you seen the posts?? are you getting excited?? click HERE!!!

enough of this promotions and rants!! hahhaa

to keep my day right, ohno-kun really keeps me happy!!

tada!! ^___________________^


( i REALLY love MORINAGA )

YAY~~! i'm back!!! semestral break, HERE I COME!! semestral break will last until first week of November!! so... that will be a month full of fangirling mode! right??? i'm deprive of everything since last week, because of school project and stuffs..

apparently, (for me) today's the last school day i had for this sem. but tomorrow, there's still a submission for my specialization project! >.< i still have to go to school even though i've already finished doing it a while agoXD


good part of my day:

so today, i celebrated TOMA's BIRTHDAY with my friend.. ate CREPE instead of CAKE..


** that's the crepe!! ^__^


we wanted to buy the cake at starbucks, but too bad it's expensive!!! really expensive! >.< i don't earn money......
so cheesecake, better wait for me after i graduate! hahhaha..XD

the sad part of this day:
my friend told me about NEWS! i was like, WTH! >.< i'm not a news fanatic, but i feel sad for them.. well, i did see it coming.. i just don't know why!


so, koyama, shige, tego and masu should work their butts off without yamapi and ryo by their side..

GAMBATTE NEWS!!!!!!!

GAMBATTE YAMAPI! (with your solo activities) ** i was thinking of toma and yamapi duo**

and GAMBATTE RYO!!!:) ** i know ryo loves KANJANI8**


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have you seen arashi's new cm of au kddi???? ^____^

i know it's late! blame it all on school stuffs!! hahaha! JOKE!! that's real life!

arashi + rock = love!!!

and i really can't wait for the sub version of nino's sp!!!

can't wait for sho's new drama!

can't wait for ohno's kaibutsu kun!!!

can't wait for the single's "meikyu love song" release!!

speaking of "CAN'T WAIT"..........
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can't wait for kame's new drama as a monster!

and can't wait for its single!

BIRTH and STAR RIDER here i come!!

hope the pvs are good~!!!

P.S. proof about NEWS >> http://headlines.yahoo.co.jp/hl?a=20111007-00000099-spnannex-ent and http://www.tokyohive.com/2011/10/yamashita-tomohisa-nishikido-ryo-withdraw-from-news/

just google translate it^___^

** lj cut and link won't work with me.. forgive meT___________________________T

yay!! DESIGN PLATE IS FINALLY OVER ^______________________________^

scale model, I'll deal with you on SaturdayXD


tonight, I'll just seat back, relax and pamper myself with jdrama..


I still haven't finished watching seito shokun.. as far as i remember, it's been a month or two since i've watched its first episode:))

blame it on rl!! hahaha


i hope i can watch 2 episodes of it tonight ^____^ hopefully..



and the news about arashi,they will sing the theme song for sho-kun's new dorama!! yay!! new single!! hahah.. another collection!!! ^^

and i'm wondering if sho will participate as one of the opponent team members in vs arashi..:) they will surely promote this new dramaXD



and thanks to an entry of ginger001.. i saw the poster (i'm very sure that it's a poster) of matsujun's new butai!!


gosh!! when you see it.. hahaha.. i can't explain it, can't put it into words..


^_________________________________^ drool over the poster i guess?? hahaha


the expression, the face.... you'll go kya~~~! and die..


breath taking pose of matsujun:P



credits to: ginger001 ^__^

if you wanna see the matsujun.. click >> ginger001


the poster really made my day!! ^^

hope they will release a dvd of it!!! XD



ohhh.. and i can't find any dl links to tackey and tsubasa's new single.. **CRIES**

this is definitely bad:|

having 9pm classes sucks! >.<
by this time, i'm supposedly in school attending classes..

me and my friend decided to ditch 2 classes.. this isn't the first time!

so i have 2 absences already in professional practice and planning! >.<

**hope they didn't have a quiz awhile ago** @_@


so i made a promise to myself a while ago, that i will finalize my floor plans tonight and try to start with the elevation. :)


and i promise myself not to ditch classes again when i don't feel like attending them.. unless if i have a valid reason!


*** SO HELP ME GOD!!!

i've been down since saturday night... my external harddrive, which is kazushi, died.. well, i'm not that sure.. because a while ago, my sister went to the mall to let the mechanics check kazushi..


gawd.. the port (the silver thing) is gone, and went inside the hd's case.. T___T



all my school stuffs, fandom are in there..



all my movies, dramas!! AND ESPECIALLY MY JE STUFFS..



**KAZUSHI, don't ever leave me!!!! T_________________________________T




i'm still waiting for my sister's call.. waiting for any news about kazushi:((


ohhh.. and the other day, while i was strolling around the net.. i saw a post and a picture of toma's brother.. i'm quite disappointed..


well, maybe because i was expecting that he would really looked like toma..

a younger version of toma.. well, i was wrong....



they really look like siblings..

but for me and for my eyesight.. nothing compares toma!!



i was also thinking that maybe he looked like teppei..



or maybe, there's just something wrong with my eyes.. so you'll be the judge if you see the picture!! hahahah ^^.



and, looks like ohno's rumored drama has a title of binan desu.. the remake of you're beautiful...:D


hmm.. i just can't wait for any drama this summer!! yay!! ^_^





this gif really made my day.. and let me forget about kazushi for a few seconds:))




** credits to stormy team **

juntoshi = LOVE!!!:D

thank you to my friend who introduced me to this world of fandom:D i'm very much greatful to her because this fandom made my boring school-home life happier..:D


when she gone to a trip a few days ago after our ausat exam.. she gave me something.. when i received it, i was so happy.. its my first dvd of a jdrama:D i still remembered that that was the jdrama that my sister fully accepted the fact that ryo is in the je idol group NEWS:)) that was the time i really really love watching jdrama..:))


now, i'm celebrating this whole month of april as my anniversary to this fandom:D


well, i didn't like kdramas that much.. well, for me.. their story plots have been always the same.. family, revenge, tragic love and etc.. well, people may say that i'm a bit bias.. then, maybe it's right :D


i first came to like jdrama then jpop, togther with jrock... ^^


i don't know why how did i come to like jpop and jrock.. maybe it's because i used to listen to them when i was still in elementary years.. its because of animes:) i used to listen to foreign music.. mainstream rock, pop, screamo, emo, alternative rock, indie, rnb and most likely hiphop..:)) definitely not punk rock and punk pop rock.. well, i'm a person who is really musically inclinedXD


it wasn't hard to like arashi songs.. when i first heard the songs of arashi, i came to like them..:) then next were news, kat-tun, kanjani8, tokio, breakerz, hey say jump.. so japanese, chinese, and english songs are now shuffling in my ipod!

OH MY GOSH!!! i hate ausat!!!


after several days of studying and abstaining myself from the net... the test... the test isn't good!!! T_______________________________T

i feel so depressed.. 8am - 4pm.. with 1 hour break..

i felt so hopeless when i saw the questionnaire...



first test (composed of 2 subjects)..
>>>>>> **while answering** yay!! i feel so great about this test.. good thing i studied these subjects:D thank you lord!!



second test
>>>>>> **while scanning how many items the test would be and upon reading the first item**
what the!!! what's this question?? can't remember these terms and definitions.. who made this questionnaire???

>>>> **upon reaching item number 20.. talking to my testpaper**
you don't have mercy, do you?? you want me to fail this subject?? wahhhh!!!

>> **while shading the answer for the last item**
I DEFINITELY HATE YOU! YOU REALLY DON'T HAVE MERCY!! GOODBYE BUILDING UTILITIES T______________T



third test
>>>>>> **before opening the questionnaire**
dear lord, i really really studied these subjects.. have mercy on me

>>>> **while answering**
prayer answered! yatta!! feels so good when you're confident!


lunch break..
..
.
this time, i talked to my other classmates and friends.. i asked how was the test.. most of them said it's hard and difficult when i comes with the second test..

looks like that i'm not just the only one who felt that way.. :| as far as i think.. 98% said it was hard.. almost all the definitions and terms on the questionnaire appeared weren't taught by our beloved professors.. grrr.. i hate this fact!!


fourth test
>>>>>> **at the latter part of the test**
ehh??? what is this?? can't remember our professor discussed about these stuffs.. oh well..



fifth test
>>>>>> **while answering (i forgot which part of the test when i think about this thought**
our professor definitely didn't discuss this!



last test
>>>>>> **upon finishing the test**
i feel good about this subject


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i'm so disappointed with the second test.. i just hate it.. really!! and what really pissed me off was that when a certain classmate of mine asked me if i did review the usat reviewer year 2006 that our classmate posted on our group on facebook. and the reviewer about BUILDING UTILITIES (which is the second test) is the exact items written on the questionnaire. the only difference was the arrangement of number and the arrangement of the choices, and the number of items from 100 to 80 items.. i really really regret that i didn't open the ppt file of the usat2006..



isn't that unfair for the other students who didn't know anything about the reviewer??

isn't that morally wrong??

isn't that a leakage??

is there justice??



so many questions running through my mind.....


when i told my friend about this reviewer stuff, she said that its unfair and the dean's office should know this reviewer..

and in the end she told me that there's no use of telling the office.. the whole batch will suffer and blah blah blah..

so i'll just kept my mouth shut and wait for the dumb freakin' results of the exam and pray that i didn't fail in any of those subjects..

may i have peace about ausat... O.o

and for those who had reviewed the usat reviewer 2006, be thankful and rejoice about BU!

i'm so depressed about this..


**** i really need my medicine.. arashi!! and a real medicine for cold and slight fever.. T_____________________T