OH MY GOSH!!! i hate ausat!!!


after several days of studying and abstaining myself from the net... the test... the test isn't good!!! T_______________________________T

i feel so depressed.. 8am - 4pm.. with 1 hour break..

i felt so hopeless when i saw the questionnaire...



first test (composed of 2 subjects)..
>>>>>> **while answering** yay!! i feel so great about this test.. good thing i studied these subjects:D thank you lord!!



second test
>>>>>> **while scanning how many items the test would be and upon reading the first item**
what the!!! what's this question?? can't remember these terms and definitions.. who made this questionnaire???

>>>> **upon reaching item number 20.. talking to my testpaper**
you don't have mercy, do you?? you want me to fail this subject?? wahhhh!!!

>> **while shading the answer for the last item**
I DEFINITELY HATE YOU! YOU REALLY DON'T HAVE MERCY!! GOODBYE BUILDING UTILITIES T______________T



third test
>>>>>> **before opening the questionnaire**
dear lord, i really really studied these subjects.. have mercy on me

>>>> **while answering**
prayer answered! yatta!! feels so good when you're confident!


lunch break..
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this time, i talked to my other classmates and friends.. i asked how was the test.. most of them said it's hard and difficult when i comes with the second test..

looks like that i'm not just the only one who felt that way.. :| as far as i think.. 98% said it was hard.. almost all the definitions and terms on the questionnaire appeared weren't taught by our beloved professors.. grrr.. i hate this fact!!


fourth test
>>>>>> **at the latter part of the test**
ehh??? what is this?? can't remember our professor discussed about these stuffs.. oh well..



fifth test
>>>>>> **while answering (i forgot which part of the test when i think about this thought**
our professor definitely didn't discuss this!



last test
>>>>>> **upon finishing the test**
i feel good about this subject


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i'm so disappointed with the second test.. i just hate it.. really!! and what really pissed me off was that when a certain classmate of mine asked me if i did review the usat reviewer year 2006 that our classmate posted on our group on facebook. and the reviewer about BUILDING UTILITIES (which is the second test) is the exact items written on the questionnaire. the only difference was the arrangement of number and the arrangement of the choices, and the number of items from 100 to 80 items.. i really really regret that i didn't open the ppt file of the usat2006..



isn't that unfair for the other students who didn't know anything about the reviewer??

isn't that morally wrong??

isn't that a leakage??

is there justice??



so many questions running through my mind.....


when i told my friend about this reviewer stuff, she said that its unfair and the dean's office should know this reviewer..

and in the end she told me that there's no use of telling the office.. the whole batch will suffer and blah blah blah..

so i'll just kept my mouth shut and wait for the dumb freakin' results of the exam and pray that i didn't fail in any of those subjects..

may i have peace about ausat... O.o

and for those who had reviewed the usat reviewer 2006, be thankful and rejoice about BU!

i'm so depressed about this..


**** i really need my medicine.. arashi!! and a real medicine for cold and slight fever.. T_____________________T

ohhhhhhhh nooooooooo!!

how can i forget my **husband**'s birthday???

takki!! gomen ne!!


hahaha.. belated happy birthday to hideaki takizawa..


well, he is the reason why i entered this fandom:)

tackey to arashi.. = FOREVER!!:D

ausat was the one at fault! i was reviewing the exam for ausat.. that's why i totally forgot tackey's birthday!! wahhh...


my my.. my brain's a little bit scattered after taking the ausat exam... i'm not with my usual self.. O.o

anyways, i'm so glad tackey helped in carrying the boxes to the truck in je for the relief goods for the victims of japan's tsunami and earthquake disaster..:) such a good heart together with tsubasa and yuma:D

tackey daisuki!!! ^^.